almost doesn't count

they say that recovering from a break-up takes half the length of the relationship. in that case, i should be alright by the end of 2006. except that christmas season isn't exactly the most unemotionally charged time of the year. so perhaps i will be alright by the end of january 2007.

i suppose the hardest part is knowing that we could have had something really beautiful. but circumstances just didn't allow that to happen. truth be told, he is not the great love of my life. but he could have been.

he's never been in love. and i'm not quite sure if he is capable of falling in love. of all his ex-girlfriends, i think i got the farthest in that respect. i almost made him love me.

almost.